Saturday, September 24, 2005

Another Bugbear

Failed my IPPT this morning coz of SBJ. Scored well for everything except that. For the life of me, I can't jump. At least I've got another try next weekend.

For the non-NS initiated, failing IPPT means a month of remedial trainings - simply because I missed a few centimetres.

This morning I was anxious & hopeful, now I am all of disappointed, frustrated & angry.

Part of me wants to blame God for making me feel like a failure, yet I know tt I only have myself to blame, for not preparing well in advance despite knowing my weak station.

I'm fucking fucked, tt's what.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Erm...i went in extra 2 mths of army cuz i couldnt reach. Beat that. hahaha. (You know who i am!)

scarlly its your technique leh?