The word's been given, hasn't it? Glimpses of the future are caught...
Should we quit asking what's next, but start planning what's next? Realisation, as long as you can still do something, didn't come too late.
What kind of change, movement, shift do you want to see? Don't stop there. See it? Outline it.
Follow your heart and you shouldn't go wrong. Divine correction brings you back on course if you veer off. Peer support makes it easier to get through. But you--you're the driver. Or co-driver, should I say?
Active is a state of keeping balance by moving forward--like unicycling, a friend recently shared. Forward, back, forward, side, forward for sure. Thoughts might be raw, views inchoate, but in time, character and conviction and right daily choices will see you to the end.