When deciding on a major decision and direction to pursue, you have to weigh what matters to you. Not pragmatically or directed by other's expectations, but being true to yourself.
Perhaps look at the examples of those around you. Are they doing what you wish you were? Can you see yourselves in their shoes?
Sometimes you hit a bump and you gotta make a change to find that breakthrough you been dreaming about. And sometimes no one can really help you; they might give you advice but you're the only one who can try it for yourself.
Keep looking forward, pressing on. Only you can forge the future you want.