Hickory Dickory Dock

Tussling unseen, egos flutter.

Transition unfolds, followers matter?

Teams congeal, habits fetter.

Truth bizarre, throw letter.

Band-aid

焦点

Shellshocked. Shitty. Shammed.

Sometimes one wishes emotions can be turned off like a chip.

So when the curtain's unfurled, does one fight or flee? It's not even clear which response is in faith.

Should gut feelings be trusted?

Stay focused, mespirit thinks.

Of Seeing, Fleeting and Wine

When you something beautiful, who do you tell? It's a telling answer. Yes, I saw the full moon a few nights ago and it was beautiful.

Ran the 15km today at 1h35m thereabout. Coulda, shoulda been faster but running with company is so much more meaningful :)

Oh, and the "egg yolk" sun this morning was unusually large and mighty beautiful too.

What's the big deal with wine and cheese anyway? Sour (fermented) grapes, you say? Perhaps. A more mature response is needed - it's not about atas-ness or social fit but about commitment and making a difference, methinks.

When you're feeling spent, how does one keep one's faith (amidst unanswered sms-es)?

If seeing is believing, what do you see?

Questions, questions, questions...

Temptation

With Mac OS X Leopard...

Get thee behind me, Apple!

Lover Spit

By Broken Social Scene

Change Parade

Confucius: Only the wisest and stupidest of men never change

Charles Kettering: People are very open-minded about new things - as long as they're exactly like the old ones.

James Baldwin: People can cry much easier than they can change.

Oliver Goldsmith: People seldom improve when they have no other model but themselves to copy after.

Robert Kennedy: Progress is a nice word. But change is its motivator. And change has its enemies.

Lisa Alther: That's the risk you take if you change: that people you've been involved with won't like the new you. But other people who do will come along.

Okakura Kakuzo: The art of life lies in a constant readjustment to our surroundings.

Unknown: The biggest room in the world is the room for improvement.

Benny Lava

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Q: What did Sushi A say to Sushi B?

A: Wassa, B!!?

Ed Unlimited

For the past 2 weeks, been busy developing and executing the bookstore marketing plan. Must say, it’s turned out to be far more challenging and demanding than I initially thought.

Compound that with balancing other challenges at work. Uncertainty lies ahead as organizational changes begin to sink in. New opportunities and expanded responsibilities could result, but apprehension holds me for the moment.

My most important takeaway in the midst of this: sleep shortage demands spiritual sustenance. I see myself and other chugging on with less sleep, yet more speed. Now Houston, we’ve got super men and wonder women in our midst!

With the striking of the bio-clock and the year fast closing, the final straw came in the form a birthday gift of a book catalyzing a re-evaluation on my career.

Unsettled, unlimited, undone – that’s how I feel.

The Man Who Swam the Amazon

From Wikipedia: Martin Strel swam the Amazon River, commencing on February 1, 2007, finishing 66 days later on April 7, 2007. If verified this would be another record-breaking distance of 3,274 miles (5,268 km), longer than the width of the Atlantic Ocean. He had escort boats that poured blood into the river to distract meat-eating fish such as piranhas and sharks. Near the end of his swim he encountered a tidal bore about 13 feet (4 meters) high, known as the Pororoca.

accountable & effective leader

It's tempting to blame one's followers for the mistakes they've made - until you realise it's reflection of leadership.

Rewinding

Hickory Dickory Dock,
The mouse ran up the clock
The clock struck noon
He's here too soon!
Hickory Dickory Dock!

This year I saw one candle too many and ate one cake too much. Meals with family/friend adorned with a song were the flavour this year - no more 21yo big bang celebrations eh? But I'm grateful for friends who remembered and bothered, even the simplest wishes via sms/msn.

With 2 years short of the big three-O, I find myself wondering where I am today and where I'm headed. For now, the future's a blur and right now, the busy-ness without a longer term purpose is starting to gnaw. Not to mention, the lack of sleep...

Spent my actual B-day snapping for colleague, D's wedding. Greatly enjoyable but stressful too. No wonder a photographer can get paid $3000 per hour.

Dear God, may I find my purpose in life, striving to my maximum value, beyond my wildest dreams. And may my burdens be lifted up to you in constant prayer.

Love, Ed

Ross Noble on Singapore in 2001

Listen to BBC Comedy here:
"I walk down Boat Quay and I've never had so many people trying to entice me to have seafood in my entire life!" *cue restaurant touters*

"The government's paid millions of pounds... a campaign to encourage people to smile at tourists... If everyone's smiling at you, it's not necessarily because you're a nice or a good person."

"I go to the Little India market where 'We do gold plating' and I thought about getting me hair done... So it'd stand up and I'd look weird like a James Bond villian or Michael Bolton."

Certainly So

On Saturday, K asked me out and I was easy... to snap pics of our beloved Bay! View pics here.

It certainly helps to have company to advise and inspire each other - though it's mostly K doing the advising & inspiring.

On Sunday, church followed by dinner @ G's - certainly great to catch up with friends over "middle america" pizza dinner.

Then headed home to pack for reservist - certainly not great to have life disrupted for a week. Positivity's certainly key.

Thinking from the heart

Trawled the Web for used car adverts and this little bugger captured my heart - nearly. My exotic automobile dream burst when dad came in and pointed out all the impracticalities, e.g. hard-to-find spare parts, leaded fuel, and most of all, $$$.

One day perhaps... *Ed strokes picture on monitor*

The Promise

I love you
And i will never leave you
Nor forsake you
And i love you
And i will never leave you

You are my child
You are my child
When you're down
When your heart is broken
When no one seems to care
Please know that i love you

Cuz you are my child
You are my child
And i want to wrap my arms around you
And i want to wrap my arms around you
And say everything,everything will be alright

You are my child
You are my child
Let me wipe those tears from your eyes
Let me wipe those tears from your eyes

Come to me
Come to me
Come to jesus
Come to him
Come to jesus
Come to him

Righ There Waiting

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I Sojourn

Last week was surreal, this week felt low. It's funny how one prays for help and then avoids it when it's freely offered...

Recently read Mitch Albom's Tuesdays with Morrie, the author's personal account of watching his ex-professor succumb gradually to a generative disease while soaring continually above the tragedies of life.

Teared at the sad ending. For sure, it's reminded me of one important thing in life - family. Although essentially Buddhist in outlook, I do agree with Morrie on at least one thing: "When you learn how to die, you learn how to live."

Just 2 hours ago at the airport, I briefly recounted all the trips in my life. Not many, but certainly all are memorable.

Walk in the park

Impromptu trip with sporting company.